Thursday, July 22, 2004 was the begining of the end of my life. My worst fear was loosing him, yet I believe that's a good thing. Now, I should nothing to fear. All this time he was pretending. So much for my happy ending. I must admit he left me wondering what the hell, what is wrong with me? I know he loves me, maybe it's just not in the way I want him to anymore. That's mainly why Stitched Soul was created. Faded Tears [the rewind] is too painful to read now. Migh as well do everything over, right? Breaking up is practically like loosing your identity. Joy. I don't have any more boy toys. I've desided to isolate myself from anything that I think can harm me. My hearts already stitched, more more hit and I'm afraid it will be far from fixable. So I be you be understanding of the new me. I'll be working on creating this blog for a while. Yet I'm in no rush. Summer school finally over last friday. [ I passed my class, woo hoo] & this is the week I have to rest. This coming up Monday The Summer Acadamy starts.  Only good thing is, I'll get to see my old friends from last year again. That's why I've desided to redo my list of guys I need to worry 'bout.
1. Jake A. - My man. The guy that's stood by me after all the stupid things I've done. The guy who owns my misstreated heart.
2. Robert C.- My best male friend. I had a chance of  meeting him last week. Yet being how I'm queen of the damned, plans changed. Hey, theres always next time, right? [ I hope].
3. Gilbert H.- Turns out hes not taken, funny story of how I found that out. [Ask me later]. He spent fridays break with us. No, I don't really like him as more than a friend. He's allright in my book though, he's been with me through some pretty awkward moments, yet I hadn't realized 'till now.
Heh, yeah there's my list. Wonderful isn't it? Yes, I know. Well, moving on last weekend was somewhat fun. I went to the movies with My sister Laura, and My Cousin Laura. [double trouble] Eh, well somewhat. We saw Spiderman 2. I disliked the ending but the again I prety much don't like anything so who cares. Then we went to the mall for a while, they losed early for some weird reason. Guys are perv's. I swear. Can't some chicks walk through the mall without having guys hit on? Gosh. I'm done wasting your time today. Farewell.