Cut! Print It
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Hi there love, let's get to cathing up!
Wow, I'm so happy. It's SUMMER you guys. Lovely, lovely summer.
Robert and I are still together & were trying to see eachother soon...
He's in Jamaica right now. I miss him so.
I want him
BACK IN CALIFORNIA but that wont be until like the end of this week.
It's brutal I tell ya!
Yup, I've been attending summer school for the last 3 and half week, 2 more to go. Woo.
I want to...
_ Finish summer school.
&& Go to sleep.
&& Have my husband to be, Robert by my side right now.
&& Finish High School.
&&... Heck finish my whole education all ready.
&& Be a psychiatrist.
&& Get married.
&& Have little Bob's.
&& Have a little baby squirrel.
&& I want chocolate. Lots + lots of candy.
&& End world hunger.
&& Give peace a chance.
&& SING in my shower again.
&& Dance to no music but our beating hearts with
him.
&& Finish this entry.
toodles.
Posted by stitched-soul at 7/12/2005 8:15:12 pm
Just another excape.
hiatus. oh yeah...
Friday, April 29, 2005
So much stuff going on right now...
I wish I could simply fall asleep... and not wake up for a long while..
Tomorrow my friends and I will camp out for the American Cancer Sociaty - Really For Life.
I can't wait, it should be grand.
enough said, i'm on hiatus, man. i must have 763718263123 blogs right now.
check out:
oh_so_sinful's xanga site. <3
somewhat lustful's myspace. <3
I update them way more.
The only thing that sucks about them is that you have to be a member to leave a comment,
how lame is that?
That's probably why I've used blogdrive for so long.
Visit:
choke on this <3. [my forum]
good day to you all.
Posted by stitched-soul at 4/29/2005 7:34:18 pm
Just another excape.
Choke On This!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
You're addicted to the joy of lust. <3
You're more punk, hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos. You have cooler pins on your messenger bag and your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your shoes are more vintage and so is your t-shirt. You own more black clothes than me. I don't even own a trucker cap OR a denim jacket. Your glasses are thicker and blacker than mine, the plugs in your ears are bigger. You know more people in bands and your black jelly bracelets are the envy of scenesters everywhere. Your photography is blacker and whiter, your Makeoutclub profile is wittier, and you have much better soul records. Your scene points are double, perhaps triple, mine. Because as we all know, that's what really matters. In a scene where the music has taken a backseat to the haircuts, you win and I lose. -fallingstarx0
I have not written in a while. Not a lot has been going on. This whole week is testing, and nothing but it. Hour after hour in Mr. Mares's Room. + afterwards 10 minute classes for the rest of my schedule. Haven't talked to Sean latley, but I did last night. + I'm glad I did because he gave me great news. He may be comming down in July! I'm so happy. =P I started talking to Chris again, hi! + Joey + Larry. Joey and Larry are both going to my high school next year. I can't wait! =]
I've been spending a lot of time with my xanga.
oh_so_sinful check it out, you butts.
Posted by stitched-soul at 4/19/2005 6:25:38 pm
Just another excape.
Angels fu(k and Devils Kiss.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Stop everything, start it all over.
Remember more than you'd like to forget. <3
It's a weekend. Finally a time to un-wind. It's always nice to get away from all the books, the demanding teachers and the drama of being a teenager. One of my friends quoted a friend of his in his forum and said, "I feel so old." He said that was exactly how he was feelings. Somehow, that stuck in my mind. I would kill to be his bloody age. Maybe then people would come to respect some of my thoughts. I detest the over-used phrase "You're too young." I didn't know that there was an age limit to live. Age is but a number - why can't people understand that.
Yesterday was okay. Usually Mom would make me make my own breakfast if I sleep in too late but yesterday she was feeling.. nice. =] I went shopping for a couple of hours. I bought Iris a present. [Happy Birthday Iris, 04.02.05. I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your party yesterday. + Happy Birthday to you too, Sal! 04.02.05] I purchased two new CDs. Hawthorne Heights - The Silence In Black and White. and Louis XIV - The Best Little Secrets Are Kept. I went out for pizza, bumped into a few friends and then wasted time with them. Dropped Roland off at Ann's. Picked Roland off and brought Martin over. You guys should have seen these guys try to wrestle. They're weird. o.O I got home, got online and talked to Robert for hours. =P Got offline and then talked to Robert some more 'till I eventually had to get off to take a shower and get ready for bed.
I had a little chat with my Dad a couple of days ago. He's not exactly thrilled 'bout Robert and I dating but isn't exactly against it either. Meaning there will be no camp for him and I anything soon, ha ha. Oh well, I kind of see their point. I'm going to go ahead and quote father on this, he said, "Sue, you shouldn't get so attached to your first boyfriend. Most relationships don't work out with their first partners." GOOD GRIEF! I said, "I hate to break it to you Dad, but he is not my first boyfriend. Joe was the red head, Cameron was the blond, Hayden was the brunet, George was the skater, and Marc was the deep voice guy." He goes, "When was all of this?" I told him, and apparently completely blew his mind. Gosh, could he possibly be any more clueless when it comes to me? I think not.
I've been a tad sick lately. Sneezing and coughing like crazy. I'm better now, though. Except for a sore throat. Fun, Fun!
Posted by stitched-soul at 4/3/2005 10:41:18 pm
Just another excape.
It's a spring thing...
Monday, March 28, 2005
Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one...
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.
1. Falling in love.
`cough. mr. too tall, spikey hair, pretty eyes, and perfect ass. <3
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
Wow. that sounds so relaxing right now.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
from anyone...
6. Getting mail
and not just from the "You've got mail" guy.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
being on the open road for two long makes me sick though...
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
You're like.. it's my lucky day! `cough.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
I can do this for hours.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
does a whipped cream bath count?
13. Giggling.
`giggle me this...
14. A good conversation.
I can't strech how much I enjoy a good conversation.
15. The beach.
Not my absolute favorite activity but it might be yours.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
Oh money. lol
17. Laughing at yourself.
Ha ha, I'm a dork. o.O
18. Midnightphone calls that last for hours.
fun, fun.
19. Running through sprinklers.
uhm, yeah. no comment. it would have to be a real hot day. lol
20. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
21. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
"she wants to hear she's beautiful, SHE'S BEAUTIFUL, SHE's BEAUTIFUL"
22. Laughing at an inside joke.
Can't have enough of those.
"You have to contain yourself."
"The ceiling is red."
"Music manic, alchoholic sex addict"
"Material"
"Big ears, RED FACE"
"Back seat movie trip"
"I want some white/irish in me" o.O
"I once had a bunny, I once had a crow"
etc...
23. Friends.
Friends make life worth living.
24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
I actually get mad when that happens to me. o.O
26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
`closes her eyes. `sighs.
27. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
28. Playing with a new puppy.
or a squirrel, or a llama or a cat, anything?
29. Having someone play with your hair.
30. Sweet dreams.
Wet dreams, nightmares, any kind of dreams are nice to me. lol
31. Hot chocolate.
32. Road trips with friends.
33. Swinging on swings.
34. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
total turn on. lol
35. Making chocolate chip cookies.
36. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
37. Holding hands with someone you care about.
always nice.......
38. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
39. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
40. Watching the sunrise.
41. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
42. Knowing that somebody misses you.
43. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
44. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.
So, hope you bums had a nice easter with your families and friends. I got eggs, so that made me happy. I spent Easter with my family. Had people over that I haven't seen or a while. My dad's friend talked to me and said he was going to tlak to Dad 'bout me getting DSL, intead of crappy AOL. I've always had AOL though. So if that happens I don't even know if I'd like it. Bob said he'd be interested in doing the Rellay for Life with me... So, today I asked our Team captain if we'd still be doing it.... Monet said yes, so I asked for a partisipant form, she had no more. So I went to talk to Mrs. Ruiz and asked if he could come... and she sent me to the deans office... and tha lady sent me to the registration lady... who sent me back to the deans office assistance.. and then i finally tlaked ot my dean and he said it's be okay... and he gave me a form to fill out for mrs. ruiz just to make sure they were on the "same page." + after all that... I talked ot Bob and he can't even go... total drag..... and sean told me his mom will be taking college online so he wont be on as often... and.. it's just not much fun right now... im done.
Posted by stitched-soul at 3/28/2005 7:59:12 pm
Just another excape.
My heart is the target. You're willing to fire <3
Sunday, March 20, 2005
March 18th started out slow. Too slow actually. I only had a couple of hours of sleep because that's how nervous I was. I spent a lot of time on my hair only to be useless later on. We left school around 12:50 pm. Actually more aroudn 1. But yeah, we arrived at UCLA for our self-guided tour in the freaking rain that ruined my hair and I had to put up at 2:30 pm. We left at 4:30 pm, and Arrived in Valencia for dinner, a late dinner that I had no part in. We were supposed to be at Six Flags at 7:00 but that got delayed until much later on, which was all right because we got there not long after Robert did. It was a private party, so only students that were involded in what we were were allowed in. Everyone else got evicted? I guess so. I was so afraid they were going to close the park due to the rain. Monet called me and told me that it really had been cancelled. So, I called Robert to confirm and he said No, he was all ready on his way. Which got me really uset at Monet. Katie, Iris, + Lipita were there - they were the ones I sat with through-out the whole trip. They said that Monet was upset that she couldn't go and tried to ruin my day. Which makes no sense. MOnet's my friend. Why would she do that? God knows. So, Roni ended up not going. She broke herself! =\ That butt. She called me in the morning and told me but I all ready knew because Bradley had told me about it. Ugh, Bradley. He made fun of me, but in a nice kind of way. He said I had doen my hair a certain late and was late to our 1st period class because of I would meet Robert that day. Which was true. lol But still, he hugged me told me not to get rapped. Dork. When we finally got there, we walked a long walk to get to the entrace. It seemed like a normal amount of people going in as some of the times I've gone there before. Bob called, and said he was in line. So was I. I looked 'round and found him! He's a tall man. I admired him from afar until one of my friend knocked me of cloud nine and I went through the metal detecter. Not long after Bob finally spotted me, and he walked over to me, and gave me a hug. and I couldn't help but smile. My friends and I walked to get a locker. Which seemed to take forever. lol I introduced everyone, pretty weird though, seeing how I had just meet him minutes ago. We left outside, but Robert wanted a soda so I waited for him, and in the blink of an eye they left us! W/out even saying bye. Nice friends, eh? It was okay though, it was more time to try to get to know him better. It kept sprinking on and off, but I would have preffered it it would have just poured on us. I was freezing, shiverying uncontrobably. He actually took his shirt of his back and let me wore it. I thought that was real nice. I spent most of the night in his arms, and I loved it. I don't know if he did though. =x We mostly went on small rides, but we went on one that really gave everything a twist. We were on this boat, and water splashed all over us. The night was cold enough as it was, I couldn't take the wet pants. lol It was wya too uncomfortable. So Bob found a shop were I could buy some new pants, and then we went to a rest room so I could change. I wanted to go in the guys restroom, but bob didn't hear me. So that got no where. =x Robert was great though, and I love all the little things he did. From kissing my neck, and holding me tight, to licking the sugar off of my lips. I've been there lot's of times. Sadly enough being with Robert messed with my head. lol I couldn't tell my right from left and we ended up getting lost a couple of times. We were literally one of the last people to get out of the park. There was several people there but everything seemed so lonely. Like it was there only for us. When Robert and I finally went outside the park, I asked Lupita for her backpack, to give him the cd I burned him. I saw the other Robert that had came with us look at me, and mumble something to his friend, but didn't think much of it. Later on Lupita said that when I asked for her backpack Robert X. said, "She's going to give him her phone number!" and sounded pretty jealous which I got a huge crack out of. I would have corrected Robert X. on his little comment but I could care less what he thinks. I turned out to be the last person of my group to get there, and Kyle glared at me which got me pretty scared. So Robert hugged and kissed me and we said good bye. Probably for a long while. Unless we figure out some other way of seeing each other sooner. That would be great. Hmm.. yeah. While getting on the bus with my friends that night I looked at the flashing red clock and saw that we were only 18 minutes late of what had been scheduled. That was a huge relief. I wasn't tired at all, so I got one of the cd's that Robert gave me and started listening to it. I listened to maybe 5 Alice Cooper songs, and passed out. I had never slept on a bus for so long, or so easy. Apparently I slept the whole ride home, and that was indeed a long way home. We got to school 'round 3 am, and Kyle opened the school for me and my friend to get a few books out of our lockers. He didn't seem mad anymore, and I thanked him the night. He wondered off, maybe to his classroom, and I went to find my mother. We took my friend home, and got home a little later. I said good night to my Mom and went straight to my room. I watched a 30 second clip of Robert and I and fell asleep. Best sleep I had had in a while. I woke up at 12 am, had breakfast and fell asleep again. Aren't I just a bum? Later on that day I talked to him, and we talked about the night we spent together, and the comments some of his friends made after seeing us together, and now were together. It feels sort of weird, I never thought he would have asked, but I couldn't be happier that he did. I didn't want what we had to a be a one night stand. I hope he doesn't change his mind about us anytime soon, but if he were to, that's okay. Because if he's happy, That should make me happy. Who knows, maybe this time I'll get a different ending to the same old story.
Posted by stitched-soul at 3/20/2005 9:25:40 pm
Just another excape.
