She w i l l be loved . . .
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Summer's getting colder.
Changed the layout to a bright green color. + The Music is no longer Metallica, but Linkin Park. I don't like it. I'm waiting on Kenneth to show me how to add a play list on this blog. Well, the layouts still the same, actually it sdhould be nameless... Because It's not done [havent found a header image that goes with it] Pity. Anyway, I've recently cut my hair, yet again. It's above my shoulders in 3 layers [again] Streaked blonde. + My shoulders have completly finished pealing form that dumb sun burn I got at Hurican harbor. I bet you all were just knowing to know that. Well hey! You're the dumb one reading this. Mhm! Leave me alone... -sighs- Yesterday was Gaby's 2 year birthday! She's a big girl now. Woot! There was a small b-day party in her honer. Te he. Yesterday seemed like a big disapointment though. All until J. + Lindsey Came over. Haven't seen them in a while. So that was fun. Especially talking to J. again. J's been away this whole summer. it was nice to talk again. Lindsey on the other hand, she was hyper! lol. it was awkward. [ask] I miss Bob, & Dare & Jake<3... SO MUCH! Oh dear... I'm starting to dread the 30th... High school start's again... I need a couple of things. Like a simple design to keep me out of alot of people's sight. Yaya. I've been thinking 'bout a couple of things. Someone tell me what they think 'bout it.
Past Relation-Ships:
Joe. Cameron. Mark. Hayden. Joe. Jeorge.
Jake. John. Tom. Dare.
Something just doesn't look right... I can't put my finger on it though.
Although I mite act like it doesnt hurt..
Your words cut me deeper then any of my knives.
Posted by stitched-soul at 8/29/2004 12:07:46 am
Just another excape.
Hòmè Swêét Home. o.O
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Oh my, was it that time of year again? Indeed, I do believe so. Father does this once a year, he remembers he has a daughter named Sue. Drags me along some weird road-trip, all over the place. he left Sunday, at 4A.M. Got home today, Tuesday around 9 A.M. Let me see if I can still remember where we went... Well, as you may already know I live in So. California. We went to Arizona, Utah, Idaho, + Nevada. I am so but so tired right now. & at one of last stops towards home, the most emberesing thing happend to me. [ask me] It deals with Me! (duh), food, blood, a hot guy, and a really nice chic. That's all I'll say here. No pictures to show, because Little Miss Sue thought she could get her stuff ready in the morning, and she forget her camera... I'm so smart! ^.^ OMG! High school starts already Monday 30th! No! I can not believe how fast Summer Break '04 went by. & lazy me is still not ready. Typical... -sighs- B. is getting on my nerves. I do not even take his calls anymore. I'm going to hate having to see him everyday once school starts. J. doesn't trust me anymore, [ i think] but I kinda know why. R. is 3 hours away from me, why can't I have him?
Bowling For Soup - 1985.
Woohoo x 4
Debbie just hit the wall
she never had it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happened to her plan?
She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of white snake’s car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been alright
Since Bruce Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
'cause she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985
Woohoo
(1985)
Woohoo
She’s seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even st. elmos fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Biscuit fan
thought she'd get a hand
on a member of duran duran
Where's the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who's the other guy singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio there was)
Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
'cause she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985
Woohoo x4
She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crew become classic rock?
and when did Ozzy become an actor?
please make this stop, stop, stop,(tick tick tick)
and bring back
Bruce Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
'cause she still preoccupied
with 1985
Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
'cause she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985
Posted by stitched-soul at 8/24/2004 6:01:57 pm
Just another excape.
» friday 13.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Well, well, well... Here I am again...
We went to Huricane Harbor. Joy. Wasn't half bad actually. We left at 8 so I finally got some sleep. I didn't drown. Oh bloody squirrel. We took the bus, but it was rented just for us, we wacthed a movie on the way there. well, we were supposed to be watching the movie. Larry, Jeanette, Olivia, & Bianca got seperated from us troughout most of the day, thats including them riding the 2nd bus, we rode the 3rd. I took less than 10 pictures but I guess I wil live. David + Rafael kept Roni & I company. they're okay. I guess. My face + shoulders are burning right now. Ah. We got home at 7, & Denise took me to her house. We talked and stuff. I don't really get to spend much time with her. So that was nice. My mom picked me up, and took me to Iris's house, to give her a funnel cake I bought her. We were driving home and we bumped into my dad. So then finally we got home, I'm exasted.
No more Jeorge. That's over. There was a lot of contreversy between us. Maybe it was for the best. Today, we were at the gift shop and he gave me his picture well his old ID card at HD. Then we hugged goodbye and he reminded me that i never gave him one of mine, I can probably give it to Evelyn to give to him. seing since she lives on my street and they're related.
No movie & dinner with Bryan, plans changed.Eh, and I hope they stay like this.
Summer acadamy ended today, Or did it already end yesterday? Not sure, eh.
Summers almost over... god it seems like it's simply fading away...
I lost Chucky. Ah, Larry was mad. He said he was coming tomorow to my house, searching for him, and then taking him to his house. I was like.. NO. He's mine! You can't have my squrriel.
"Counting Stars"
s u g a r c u l t
Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things I should have said to you
Hey, I can't make it go away
Over and over in my brain again
All the things I should have said to you
[Chorus:]
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
Counting stars again
Hey, I'll take this day by day by day
Under the covers I'm okay I guess
Life's too short and i feel small
[Chorus]
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Posted by stitched-soul at 8/14/2004 5:32:13 pm
Just another excape.
One-Winged Angel.
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Good bye, 1000 times good-bye... That is what I long to say to everything, and everyone. Summer Academy ends this coming up Friday. Eh, and well... Remember my friend Jeorge? He's become more than a friend in a blink of an eye. He's my "dude with the hair" let me put it that way. [insider] Blah, good news though, Thomas is gone! Woo, that man was a total jerk. Can't say the new "Thomas" is any better though. Jorge doesn't like any of my friends. He says they're "weird" Tell me something I don't know! That's why they're my friends in the first place. Man... Yesterday Roni & I had to spend a pretty good fraction of our afternoon working of our PPP originally planed out to be "The History of Rock" eh ... ended up doing.… "Megadeth Vs. Slipknot". We did the whole damn thing in one day. & for what? Guzman never showed up! One good thing did come out of it though, I got to meet Cody. Roni says I didn't care for that much. we'll sOrry. But he's just a hot guy. I don't intend to get weak on the knees when I see him. Ahhh... Roni kept biting me, and I kept screaming ... loudly. Blah, he finally got fired cause of the stuff he let us watch, and do. Pity. Jeorge called like a million times. Didn't he get that I wasn't home? After like the 5th time he tried calling? Blah. we'll probably be over by tomorrow. & if we aren't. I'll make sure we do next time. Yeah, he called today but we didn't talk much. I think tomorrow Brian & I are supposed to the movies or something. I'd much rather just stay home though. High School starts again the 30th. Oh fvcken joy. father took me shopping last weekend bought me a new bathing suit for Friday when I get to go to Hurricane Harbor with my friends. He he. I don't want to drown lol. yet knowing my luck, I probably will. The guys have really lighten up this year. it's hella cool. Here are some awkward insiders you won't understand.
Larry: Marry me!
I: Larry, you're my favorite Squirrel!
I: I'm queen of the squirrels!
Roni: [I: the wires don't shock under here]
Jeorge: Dudette with the hair.
Larry: Sue, your penguin # 2.
Larry: I once owned a rabit. [I: I once owned a crow]
Larry: Pink is evil.
Carlos: Well, that's just imature! [I: Oh! But running away is so mature? hm. hmm!]
Roni: Ew Sue, you taste like soap. [larry: yep, she does]
Larry: Here Sue, color my blonde hair with this blue highlighter [alrright!]
They'res a lot more but I'll post 'em next time.
-If you love me, say it.. If you trust me, do it..
If you want me, show it.. If you need me, prove it..
- - -a love that was meant to be- - - -,
})i({ . possibly, maybe, we'll see . })i({
*.- - - -a love that'll last for eternity- - - -.*
...Cry as I may, these tears won't wash you away.
Posted by stitched-soul at 8/11/2004 4:43:54 pm
Just another excape.
Life On Display.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
» Currently Playing: Metallica - Sad But True.
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare. I just got done talking with Robert. -sighs- God, that man turns me on. Robert [9:33 PM]: -looks down at glares at my pants-..."stop squirming, im listening to sue..knock it off..."lol. I guess I can do stuff for him too. But, that's it. He has all this chicks after him. I don't want to compete.^.^ I love that man though. Ha ha. He's such a cool friend. yet anyway. I miss Jake, haven't talked to him for a while. Last i heard from him he had to go visit family in god knows where. I just can't believe were still together after all we've been though. I'm amazed. Gotta love Jake. Heh. Well, I've been atending the Summer Acadamy for 'bout 2 weeks now. I was able to see so many people from last year. It's was so fun the first day, seeing all those faces again, + even though we hadn't seen eachtoher in a year... it still feel like we never stoped talking. Today we finally changed our electives, because it's the 2nd quoter. I switched from Rockertry, to IMAX. Woo hoo. Guzman is in charged of IMAX too, but he's better than Robles. He puts me to sleep in a snap. This year it's not nessasery to go during fridays. [unenthusiastic] Woo hoo! Only thing I don't like is I get home 'round 4. Blah. Today Roni + I had to meet at the Library to start a power point presentaion Guzman asigned us. I saw Abbi! Te he, she looks nice with her new haircut. omg.. and I saw [Joe]. He let his hair grow back. I swear I couldn't breath for a while. lol. Guys with long hair look sooo good. WTF? I can't be that shallow. [insider: the wires don't shock down here] Roni & I Made 2 new friends. George & Thomas. Thomas is an ass but Roni says thats just the way he is, and George is cool. Although he's probably mad at me cause I cracked his new Slipknot CD case. [accident!] We have a small little group that we stick with. It includes: Myself, Roni, Janette, Larry, Joey * Travis and Dallas. Last weekend I went back to school clothes shopping. With Denise, Ana, & Laura. Next day. Laura, Laura, & Susie, & I went to the movies and saw "White Chicks" Heh, it's funny. Go watch it. "Oh my freaking gosh... I think Im going to have a... B.F.!" Moving on, Dare's still my friend wwe still talk everyday, but it hurts when he says "I loves you", and in the back of my mind i know thta we have both different meanings for that phrase. Brian & i ended up not going tot he Incubus concert cause he's an idiot. I swear. Well, maybe it's for the best. I'll talk to him on the phone or online. But once school starts I'm avoiding him again. OH NO, I don't want him to be my stalker again. Blah. My comp. crashed, yet again for the second time. & deleted all my personal documents, files, pictures, graphics, and music. great!, Huh? yeah. I guess that'd all you need to know for today, I'm going to bed.
Posted by stitched-soul at 8/5/2004 5:17:26 pm
Just another excape.
Brand New Me. Piece by piece
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Thursday, July 22, 2004 was the begining of the end of my life. My worst fear was loosing him, yet I believe that's a good thing. Now, I should nothing to fear. All this time he was pretending. So much for my happy ending. I must admit he left me wondering what the hell, what is wrong with me? I know he loves me, maybe it's just not in the way I want him to anymore. That's mainly why Stitched Soul was created. Faded Tears [the rewind] is too painful to read now. Migh as well do everything over, right? Breaking up is practically like loosing your identity. Joy. I don't have any more boy toys. I've desided to isolate myself from anything that I think can harm me. My hearts already stitched, more more hit and I'm afraid it will be far from fixable. So I be you be understanding of the new me. I'll be working on creating this blog for a while. Yet I'm in no rush. Summer school finally over last friday. [ I passed my class, woo hoo] & this is the week I have to rest. This coming up Monday The Summer Acadamy starts. Only good thing is, I'll get to see my old friends from last year again. That's why I've desided to redo my list of guys I need to worry 'bout.
1. Jake A. - My man. The guy that's stood by me after all the stupid things I've done. The guy who owns my misstreated heart.
2. Robert C.- My best male friend. I had a chance of meeting him last week. Yet being how I'm queen of the damned, plans changed. Hey, theres always next time, right? [ I hope].
3. Gilbert H.- Turns out hes not taken, funny story of how I found that out. [Ask me later]. He spent fridays break with us. No, I don't really like him as more than a friend. He's allright in my book though, he's been with me through some pretty awkward moments, yet I hadn't realized 'till now.
Heh, yeah there's my list. Wonderful isn't it? Yes, I know. Well, moving on last weekend was somewhat fun. I went to the movies with My sister Laura, and My Cousin Laura. [double trouble] Eh, well somewhat. We saw Spiderman 2. I disliked the ending but the again I prety much don't like anything so who cares. Then we went to the mall for a while, they losed early for some weird reason. Guys are perv's. I swear. Can't some chicks walk through the mall without having guys hit on? Gosh. I'm done wasting your time today. Farewell.
Posted by stitched-soul at 7/24/2004 9:53:40 am
Just another excape.
