Good bye, 1000 times good-bye... That is what I long to say to everything, and everyone. Summer Academy ends this coming up Friday. Eh, and well... Remember my friend Jeorge? He's become more than a friend in a blink of an eye. He's my "dude with the hair" let me put it that way. [insider] Blah, good news though, Thomas is gone! Woo, that man was a total jerk. Can't say the new "Thomas" is any better though. Jorge doesn't like any of my friends. He says they're "weird" Tell me something I don't know! That's why they're my friends in the first place. Man... Yesterday Roni & I had to spend a pretty good fraction of our afternoon working of our PPP originally planed out to be "The History of Rock" eh ... ended up doing.… "Megadeth Vs. Slipknot". We did the whole damn thing in one day. & for what? Guzman never showed up! One good thing did come out of it though, I got to meet Cody. Roni says I didn't care for that much. we'll sOrry. But he's just a hot guy. I don't intend to get weak on the knees when I see him. Ahhh... Roni kept biting me, and I kept screaming ... loudly. Blah, he finally got fired cause of the stuff he let us watch, and do. Pity. Jeorge called like a million times. Didn't he get that I wasn't home? After like the 5th time he tried calling? Blah. we'll probably be over by tomorrow. & if we aren't. I'll make sure we do next time. Yeah, he called today but we didn't talk much. I think tomorrow Brian & I are supposed to the movies or something. I'd much rather just stay home though. High School starts again the 30th. Oh fvcken joy. father took me shopping last weekend bought me a new bathing suit for Friday when I get to go to Hurricane Harbor with my friends. He he. I don't want to drown lol. yet knowing my luck, I probably will. The guys have really lighten up this year. it's hella cool. Here are some awkward insiders you won't understand.
Larry: Marry me!
I: Larry, you're my favorite Squirrel!
I: I'm queen of the squirrels!
Roni: [I: the wires don't shock under here]
Jeorge: Dudette with the hair.
Larry: Sue, your penguin # 2.
Larry: I once owned a rabit. [I: I once owned a crow]
Larry: Pink is evil.
Carlos: Well, that's just imature! [I: Oh! But running away is so mature? hm. hmm!]
Roni: Ew Sue, you taste like soap. [larry: yep, she does]
Larry: Here Sue, color my blonde hair with this blue highlighter [alrright!]
They'res a lot more but I'll post 'em next time.
-If you love me, say it.. If you trust me, do it..
If you want me, show it.. If you need me, prove it..
- - -a love that was meant to be- - - -,
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*.- - - -a love that'll last for eternity- - - -.*
» Currently Playing: Metallica - Sad But True.
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare. I just got done talking with Robert. -sighs- God, that man turns me on. Robert [9:33 PM]: -looks down at glares at my pants-..."stop squirming, im listening to sue..knock it off..."lol. I guess I can do stuff for him too. But, that's it. He has all this chicks after him. I don't want to compete.^.^ I love that man though. Ha ha. He's such a cool friend. yet anyway. I miss Jake, haven't talked to him for a while. Last i heard from him he had to go visit family in god knows where. I just can't believe were still together after all we've been though. I'm amazed. Gotta love Jake. Heh. Well, I've been atending the Summer Acadamy for 'bout 2 weeks now. I was able to see so many people from last year. It's was so fun the first day, seeing all those faces again, + even though we hadn't seen eachtoher in a year... it still feel like we never stoped talking. Today we finally changed our electives, because it's the 2nd quoter. I switched from Rockertry, to IMAX. Woo hoo. Guzman is in charged of IMAX too, but he's better than Robles. He puts me to sleep in a snap. This year it's not nessasery to go during fridays. [unenthusiastic] Woo hoo! Only thing I don't like is I get home 'round 4. Blah. Today Roni + I had to meet at the Library to start a power point presentaion Guzman asigned us. I saw Abbi! Te he, she looks nice with her new haircut. omg.. and I saw [Joe]. He let his hair grow back. I swear I couldn't breath for a while. lol. Guys with long hair look sooo good. WTF? I can't be that shallow. [insider: the wires don't shock down here] Roni & I Made 2 new friends. George & Thomas. Thomas is an ass but Roni says thats just the way he is, and George is cool. Although he's probably mad at me cause I cracked his new Slipknot CD case. [accident!] We have a small little group that we stick with. It includes: Myself, Roni, Janette, Larry, Joey * Travis and Dallas. Last weekend I went back to school clothes shopping. With Denise, Ana, & Laura. Next day. Laura, Laura, & Susie, & I went to the movies and saw "White Chicks" Heh, it's funny. Go watch it. "Oh my freaking gosh... I think Im going to have a... B.F.!" Moving on, Dare's still my friend wwe still talk everyday, but it hurts when he says "I loves you", and in the back of my mind i know thta we have both different meanings for that phrase. Brian & i ended up not going tot he Incubus concert cause he's an idiot. I swear. Well, maybe it's for the best. I'll talk to him on the phone or online. But once school starts I'm avoiding him again. OH NO, I don't want him to be my stalker again. Blah. My comp. crashed, yet again for the second time. & deleted all my personal documents, files, pictures, graphics, and music. great!, Huh? yeah. I guess that'd all you need to know for today, I'm going to bed.
Thursday, July 22, 2004 was the begining of the end of my life. My worst fear was loosing him, yet I believe that's a good thing. Now, I should nothing to fear. All this time he was pretending. So much for my happy ending. I must admit he left me wondering what the hell, what is wrong with me? I know he loves me, maybe it's just not in the way I want him to anymore. That's mainly why Stitched Soul was created. Faded Tears [the rewind] is too painful to read now. Migh as well do everything over, right? Breaking up is practically like loosing your identity. Joy. I don't have any more boy toys. I've desided to isolate myself from anything that I think can harm me. My hearts already stitched, more more hit and I'm afraid it will be far from fixable. So I be you be understanding of the new me. I'll be working on creating this blog for a while. Yet I'm in no rush. Summer school finally over last friday. [ I passed my class, woo hoo] & this is the week I have to rest. This coming up Monday The Summer Acadamy starts. Only good thing is, I'll get to see my old friends from last year again. That's why I've desided to redo my list of guys I need to worry 'bout.
1. Jake A. - My man. The guy that's stood by me after all the stupid things I've done. The guy who owns my misstreated heart.
2. Robert C.- My best male friend. I had a chance of meeting him last week. Yet being how I'm queen of the damned, plans changed. Hey, theres always next time, right? [ I hope].
3. Gilbert H.- Turns out hes not taken, funny story of how I found that out. [Ask me later]. He spent fridays break with us. No, I don't really like him as more than a friend. He's allright in my book though, he's been with me through some pretty awkward moments, yet I hadn't realized 'till now.
Heh, yeah there's my list. Wonderful isn't it? Yes, I know. Well, moving on last weekend was somewhat fun. I went to the movies with My sister Laura, and My Cousin Laura. [double trouble] Eh, well somewhat. We saw Spiderman 2. I disliked the ending but the again I prety much don't like anything so who cares. Then we went to the mall for a while, they losed early for some weird reason. Guys are perv's. I swear. Can't some chicks walk through the mall without having guys hit on? Gosh. I'm done wasting your time today. Farewell.
Sue is a psycho young teenager with a love for photography. She has shoulder-length brown hair and eyes. She's obsessed with anime & music. Her favorite band is The Starting Line, at the moment. People descirbe her as having mood swings, strange, naive, morbid, hyper, yet depressed + lacks smiles. She lives in California. Sue is also a fragile freak and loves squirrels.
... I don't care what the fuck you say, I told you that I loved you. & I swear I still do.
She Dislikes
You. Coldness. Complete Silence. Sterotypes. Lack Of Individuality. Lack Of Compassion. Pessimistic Attitudes. Spam. Public bathrooms. Pop-Ups. Denial.
Music She Enjoys...
Sugarcult. CKY.A Perfect Circle. 12 Angry Steps. AFI. Cold. The Deftones. Bad Religion. The Distillers. Evanescence. The Killers. Finger Eleven. Finch. Hoobastank. Smile Empty Soul. Godsmack. Incubus. Linkin Park. Led Zeppelin. Metallica. Nickelback. Nine Inch Nails. P.O.D. Seether. Puddle of Mudd. Stained. The Strockes. Mad Sin. The Darkness. Trapt. Iron Maiden. Weezer. Dissection. Drowning Pool. The Hives. Slipknot. Sevendust. Shinedown. Story of the Year. Tantrict. The Used. Craddle of Filth. Social Burn. Eminem. Disturbed. TypeONegative. Bad Religion. Less Than Jake. Prince. U2. Seether. The Vines. Maroon 5. AC/DC. The Doors. The Who. Nirvana. Offspring. Social Infestation. Dido. Gorillaz. Misfits. Nekromantix. Unleashed. Kittie. All-American Rejects. Bowling For Soup. Sugarbabes. Busted. Children of Bodom. Demented Are Go. Eiffel 65. Guns N Roses. Uncle Kracker. HIM. Immature. Motor Head. Danzig. Issys. Madness. Nickleback. Turtles. No Doubt. Pink Floyd. Poisen. Queens Of The Stone Age. Rob Zombie. Trust Company. Rolling Stones. Stone Temple Pilots. Talking Heads. System of A Down. The Crystal Method. Tatu. The Meteors. Psychobilly. Stabbing Westward. Breaking Benjamin. Muse. My Chemical Romance. Bowling For Soup. Blind Melon. Smashing Pumpkins. Modest Mouse. Tantric. Train. Alkaline Trio. Papa Roach. Stone Sour. Outspoken. Lamb of God. Artista. Strata. Lostprophets. Stroke 9. Pearl Jam. Turtles. SNOW PATROL.
So many more, but shes tired now. Contact Me
