Todays memories are tomorrows tears.

Arvin High School. [Kern High School District]
0  - A.V.I.D      // A. Ruiz // 031

1  - FRENCH 1 P //  K. Riffe // 025

2  - GEOM 10 P // E. Mares // W4
3  - EARTHSCI G P // D. Porter // W32
4  - PE 9[10]CORE // J. Santiago to S. Bently // GYM
[My counseler finally fixed it cause of Mrs S.]
5  - ENG 9 G P // K. Nielsen // L2

6  - COMPUTER LIT // P. Wright // 026

I have a class with Monet, so that's good. No classes with Roni which sucks. There's this kid in my 0 period. [Chad] At first he was interesting, just meet him, so I wanted to talk to him. Well, he beat me to it, and now he thinks he's like Monet's & I's best friend or something. It's a bit iritating, if you were to ask me. There's been a couple of days were I've been terribly afraid of being alone. I talked to Chris 'bout it. He said not to worry, he'd stick with me 'till the end. That was comforting, but he's a sweet heart and I don't know if I should believe him. I thought 'bout getting with Brian, but then when I had a chance to talk to him alone, I told him, yet again. That I thought it'd be best if we were just friends. I'm such an ass. I'm starting to think that I'm emotionly unstable. I wonder why I haven't been clinicaly declared depressed yet? Hmm.. Well friday was that one game agaisnt Foothill. I was supposed to go with Monet but plans changed. I had to return some books to the library which really sucked. I really really just hated my student ID card for this year. So I claimed it lost and took a new one on friday. lol. When I was waiting to take my pic. it was awkward. There were these guys there and Iwas with "Travis." One of them kepted staring at me. He eventually turned to one of his friends pointed, and said that girl has big boobies. I was wearing i guess a black tank top and I got so embressed. AGH.. FRESHMEN... Denise picked me up on friday, and today as well. She let me borrow Tiziano Ferro's new CD. ^.^ Travis and Daisy transfered outa French into Spanish. They left me  alone with Paul [Bradley], and Pedro, which isn't bad cause I usually only talk to Paul during that class anyway, but they still left me lol. I forot my temporary ID card at home so I couldn't do shit today lol. Little Miss Sue is just so smart. During lunch, Abbie, Daisy, Tina, Inez, Salvador, Brian, Paul & I formed our little table infront of the cafeteria in the corner. It's weird...  Then we left to walk around. They left me alone with Brian, I was like No, NO! Come back! lol. There were some guys trying to breakdance in the quad So Brian and I went to watch 'em. On the other side of us, I saw Joe from far away. I didn't want to turn but from the corner of my eye I watched him watch me. He's an ignorant little cocky pervert but I went out with him for so long, that I kind of wanted to talk to him again. BUT NO. -sighs- Talked to Bob, on the phone last night. It was awkward cause I don't like calling guys [at least first]. Yet I guess I'll live. jake hasn't called me in the LONGest time, so he has me wondering. Ah... George came to Arvin this past labor day weeked. He got lost in Arvin! Good grief! Arvin.... Ahahaha... Chas is back from the hospital, so I'm glad. & ohh.... Kas almost  gave me a heart attack ok well not quiet but she really scared me when she said That they were evacuating people outa AL. Since he hadn't been on for a while, but then he came on. -sighs- Done blabbering, go away.

If your intensions are pure... I'm seeking a friend. For the end of the world.

Sometimes this beauty is choking me, but at least it's your hands at my throat.